Do you remember?

I know it looks really hard right now, but may be in a couple of months I'll be better. I'll get to know other people, talk to them, go out with them, and even trust them. I won't be looking backwards all the time because I know that feature is not there. I'll meet boys, I'll hook up with some of them lying myself and saying that I like them, when I really don't. I'll eventually start dating someone I like more that the rest of the guys I've met, and it may work out well, or not, but I'll still have fun, laugh, feel happy and forget for a while about the rest of the world. I'll party, I'll study, I'll work, travel... in one word, I'll move on, leaving the past behind and realizing how many good things life has. I won't feel sorry for anything I've done, and I'll take every opportunity life gives me, because I know only I make my own way and I can't be left behind just because of one person or situation. I'll thank God for every single day I live, because, as a man has once said, every moon, every year, every day, every wind, walks and eventually will pass. I know no matter what, everything passes. If it is good, I'll enjoy it, and if it is bad, I'll learn from it and be stronger. I'll make a thousand mistakes and I'll have a thousand people who I know will be there to help me. Sometimes I'll be on my own and I'll have to come up with new ideas, wich can only be good because I'll learn to go through things on my own. In a few words, I'll live life how's ment to be, day by day, taking all that's good in it and leaving all the bad things behind.
But, somewhere deep inside, no matter how far I'd go or how high, I'll always be wishing it was YOU I was living all this wonderful life with, and I'll always wish it was me who You'd chosen.